Mental Health Support

i mostly mean- waiting around to die, or at least being old and in the way.
i’m not sure, but i know the days of dreaming w/o feeling like a fool r over. if u knew me well, you’d find that statement shocking.

it’s been an extraordinary few yrs, and maybe things will change. meeting the right person would change things. but i am fully in the mind of- i’ll never accomplish another thing worth doing.
so much i thought would always be a part of my life is just over.