Mental Health Support

certainly nothing i can say will amount to a hill of beans here. but since you posted here, i will do what i can.
first of all, thank you for the courage it must have taken to write that. congratulate yourself for that, and for surviving. people here are so willing to share, i suspect someone will come along and have something to say that will relate to what you have said.

second, i will assume that it is ok for me to ask you a couple questions, tho you certainly don't have to answer them.
are these monsters still a part of your life in any way? did anything ever happen to them? did you all ever tell?
are your sisters a part of your life? sometime i think the cruelest thing is the wedges that get driven between survivors.
are your parents still a part of your life?
do you think that justice would be worth living for?

and lastly, welcome to mental health.