you shall get there in your own time , in your own way.The fact that you recognize this and how it affects those around you is very very good. I am still at the place where social isolation.. allows me to retreat when the world bores me silly. Now, I am an anti pedophilia activist.Simply try to make folks realize it is NOT what the media says and that we who have survived have every right to speak our truths.
It's daunting a the far right assumes much about it that isn't true and the far left ignores it. Tis why I stay in the middle of the river where common sense prevails. IF there were not powerful men at the top who enjoy and perpetrate this.. we'd all have stopped this mess long ago. We, who had those childhoods, deserve to be the voices for those who cannot speak. The way I see it there is no worse crime than messing with a childs innocence. WE had the right to grow unimpeded by anyones sick desires.. And I believe with all my heart that each of us has the right to scream from the rooftops NO MORE ! It was this battle that made me realize .. why the divide and conquer game is played so well in the media. Every time we get close to exposing it all.. the media comes on with some distraction.THis tells me it has always been about the "KINGs" inflicting it on the serfs and not the other way around as the media always claims. Maureen Gosch comes to mind.. by blaming this on poor families.. the media distracts that this crime always started first in the LOrds of the manner realm. Still, I am who I choose to be not what my abusers said I was. I love helping others..simply that. cause many have helped me.
IT will come to you my friend, the healing when it is time. Hang in there . Be gentler to yourself than life has been
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