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Sexual Assault Survivors Support

undergroundpanther

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13. Sleep is all I have been doing.

Reply to Voice for Peace (Reply #11)

Fri May 10, 2013, 09:55 PM

May 2013

I just got up ate some leftover alfredo, drank, water and cranberry juice.I want to sleep until the long lonely weekend is over on tuesday which feels like a million years from now. Got up because the cats kept bugging me,bed was soaked with sweat ,I don't remember the dreams.A thunderstorm is coming maybe it'll help me feel better storms sometimes do. I feel like I'm already dead.

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im doomed [View all] undergroundpanther May 2013 OP

Don't be afraid.... NYC_SKP May 2013 #1

Please, please hang on... Ilsa May 2013 #2

Thank you undergroundpanther May 2013 #4

Hope your therapist can help you. Call her if you need to. Betsy Ross May 2013 #3

I do not know your... one_voice May 2013 #5

you are unique and infinitely valuable sigmasix May 2013 #6

Let your therapist continue to help you. In_The_Wind May 2013 #7

there is a safe place, but it's not outside of us, it's inside, it's our fundamental core Voice for Peace May 2013 #8

Beautiful concept UtahLib May 2013 #9

It says life is cruel undergroundpanther May 2013 #19

Death is part of life, that's how it is. We may not like it but Voice for Peace May 2013 #22

I know death is part of life it is not terrible undergroundpanther May 2013 #23

don't know if anyone in this group is a therapist olddots May 2013 #10

"death could really suck worse than life" Voice for Peace May 2013 #11

"When we lose touch with our ability to feel, we go insane," In_The_Wind May 2013 #12

I don't lose the ability to feel undergroundpanther May 2013 #15

you lost the ability to feel happiness. rather, you misplaced it. it can be revived. Voice for Peace May 2013 #24

the ability to feel includes our sense of touch, which is both internal and external Voice for Peace May 2013 #17

Sleep is all I have been doing. undergroundpanther May 2013 #13

you are not dead. you are dormant. Voice for Peace May 2013 #14

I tried to kill myself before undergroundpanther May 2013 #16

I met a guy who kept trying to kill himself Voice for Peace May 2013 #18

This message was self-deleted by its author undergroundpanther May 2013 #20

Believe undergroundpanther May 2013 #21

When we ask Why, there is only one answer ... learning to love ourself is the reason. In_The_Wind May 2013 #25

Your courage to Newest Reality May 2013 #26