Going to drop university again. [View all]

This will be the 5th or 6th time and I'm going to be leaving my group hanging (working on group projects). I managed to get through a full year this time , except for the group projects course that I'm in now that I can't finish. I'll be burning my bridges but I'm good at that by now. It's either this or slide deeper into panic and depression and at this point I think that might mean suicide. Maybe this way I can focus on getting better. Though I've had opportunities like this in the past that didn't pan out. In the past when I dropped out I'd become a shut in for some months before trying to get a job or school again and that would inevitably fail after some months to years.