Mental Health Support

"You're so easy, it's like air. People can't help but fuck with you. You've got mental retardation written all over your face. 'I need to go in a psych ward, I need to go in a psych ward'. And I'm gonna make that happen, because you're one step away."

Note someone else in the background repeat "go in a psych ward" or similar. And don't overlook the tone in his voice. Ugh. There is far, far more than this tiny soundbite.

I am attempting to distance myself from such people but this crap follows me. They are sick, predators. This is only about causing harm, not about anything else. That's all it's been for a decade. This is an attempt to bring it to light so it can be undone.

Given a stress-free situation, I do well if I stick to the 12-Step program. But guess what? "one step away" includes becoming unwelcome in those rooms, and it's happened in three of them, despite the 3rd Tradition and a code of love and tolerance and an admonishment against gossip on page 125 of the Big Book. A room is only as good as how dedicated are the people in it. I've found recently that some will not help me in this particular issue despite the potential damage facing me.

I put no one in a psych ward to suffer. My debt to any I've harmed is paid in full. This is now only about monsters and those too fearful and ignorant to learn any better, causing harm.