We have NO ide of any outcomes because the probabilities and energies are always shifting. ALL we have is NOW.
...so today I cleaned out the fridge and took a bag to the garage, got the trash out of my car while I was down there. That's it. no big decisions. My job for NOW is healing.
The idea of unplugging is a collective thing, we were told it in 1999/2000 and soon it became ironic that we all turned into the phone and got trapped... I am attempting to reel myself BACK mentally to that 1999/2000 mentality, when the internet was just a novelty. And when we walked out of our house, we left the computer behind! We were in the REAL world! My phone will be for emergencies and music only when I'm out... I deleted all games, etc.
I am attempting to stay right here. and not making any BIG decisions until the world shows ME what is gonna happen... I can't sit here crying over milk that has yet to fully spill 
(I think one of my ancestors thumped me on the head while sleeping lol...sounds like my southern g-ma)
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