Mental Health Support

from them is the abusive love. It hurts but it is what I am used to. I haven't talked to them since the funeral. She abused my father who was bedridden for 5 years horrible. I did not help as they have 30 cats and 2 dogs and the house smells like shit and there are flies all over. Ocelot II I see a counselor and Shrink and both told me to cut them off. It is at the point that husband is sick of it. Calling my adopted son a bastard, didn't get it through my head . My mother's birthday is on Tuesday. I sent and card and money. I feel unlovable. How can a mother have treated her child like me, but use them when needed. I can;t in my heart and head figure that out. I was the loving child. very smart. no trouble, but for some reason I was "it" and no doctor that I asked has given me an answer of why.