I had an odd experience today. My father died the end of September. My cousin called today to see how I am feeling. I [View all]

have no contact with my family since the funeral. I did send them a card--with no money as I was told last year it was Jesus' birthday not there's. Anyhow, I tallked to my cousin and I brought about when my grandmother would wash me, and my two cousins. My cousin stated that she didn;t like the fact that my grandmother would stick her finger in our vaginas and using soap and her fingernail would wash inside of us. I was shocked that my cousin remembered that , I had not prompt her at all. I felt relief as I wasn't imagining it or lying. It did happen and the urinary infections too, Were doctor;s not supposed to be reporters? When I told my about my grandmother sexually abusing the three of us , she called my grandmother peculiar. You don't know how overcome with relief I felt , but now I feel sad as it went on for awhile., and I was made to believe that I was making it up and had a mental problem. I never knew it was a problem until my counselor told me that it should not have been done to me. With all the abuse that I have written about here, I want nothing to do with my family. I have come to the conclusion that my family was and is sick and greenlighted me. May all of you have a blessed holiday . Love , debbie