Addiction & Recovery

kozar

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31. great insight

Sat Nov 30, 2019, 12:12 AM

Nov 2019

I wish and hope,,and OMG even try ,to say Let it go,, and if it was just me, I could( hopefully) I have always been a yes person,,make everyone happy. Until I adopted my Tess. 23 years old when I adopted,,31 now. I even spent 6 years working in upper mgmnet in mentally challenged adults since then. I have retired. I dont know how I handled tonight without booze,, prolly wife ,,prolly holiday weekend,,prolly I realized I was dealing with an ass on here.
I do know facts,,,fact is When I got pissed here on DU,,I stewed,,got pissed,,replied to all their comments on my posts. All that is here on this site and you can read.
Then I did something different,, I made a post to this group I have been lurking in.. and all of a sudden, I am replying to them, not to the ass who pissed me off.

So that is the only answer I have for tonight. I will sleep with the thought "today worked" tommorow,,we all fight again

Koz

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I wshould not be this strssed [View all] kozar Nov 2019 OP

My sister is at this very moment dying of end stage liver failure Kali Nov 2019 #1

I aggree so much kozar Nov 2019 #3

And now I realize your post when I reread kozar Nov 2019 #26

Giving up drinking is hard work. Turbineguy Nov 2019 #2

ty,,, I do kozar Nov 2019 #5

.. Turbineguy Nov 2019 #8

So sorry that you had this experience... Freedomofspeech Nov 2019 #4

ohhh dont I see kozar Nov 2019 #7

There is no problem in the world that alcohol can't make WORSE GitRDun Nov 2019 #6

ty,, I put my heart kozar Nov 2019 #10

Please, Please and Please .."Ignore the looser" Stuart G Dec 2019 #42

(((((Koz))))), I'd like a vodka - soda-lime tonight irisblue Nov 2019 #9

I would love some rum kozar Nov 2019 #12

I have blocked some DU members, I have been sad to learn, irisblue Nov 2019 #13

I tend to attck with facts,, kozar Nov 2019 #15

There is a thing " Chardonnay and Rage Posting" irisblue Nov 2019 #18

ty kozar Nov 2019 #23

We all walk this road one day at a time Alpeduez21 Nov 2019 #11

Im only looking aND HOPING FOR 93 kozar Nov 2019 #16

my first post here kozar Nov 2019 #14

feck!!! kozar Nov 2019 #17

A ? about your keyboard irisblue Nov 2019 #19

no,,,not a keyboard thing kozar Nov 2019 #21

Does your computer have controls for the keyboard? The Velveteen Ocelot Nov 2019 #20

yes Vel kozar Nov 2019 #22

Well, hang in there. Don't worry about what people think of your punctuation. The Velveteen Ocelot Nov 2019 #24

wish it was a stuck key,, kozar Nov 2019 #28

Yes, hang in there..Velveteen Ocelot is correct..Also, I checked around, and Stuart G Nov 2019 #40

I have cheked around here and there....and everywhere.... Stuart G Dec 2019 #44

just reread my OP kozar Nov 2019 #25

I am so sorry that someone who wanted a moment of superiority upset you that much. Marie Marie Nov 2019 #27

ty Marie kozar Nov 2019 #29

How do you handle it without booze? calguy Nov 2019 #30

great insight kozar Nov 2019 #31

If one can learn to let it go..... calguy Nov 2019 #34

Maybe I am a little weird, but I love the way you write and type. It comes from your heart. Tech Nov 2019 #32

Dear koz elleng Nov 2019 #33

Respect to you. Some people... Eh. dchill Nov 2019 #35

Yes, from me too. Dear Koz.. sprinkleeninow Nov 2019 #36

Look at it this way brother ... you've drank only one day out of the last 93 ... mr_lebowski Nov 2019 #37

seems to matter to my family kozar Nov 2019 #38

Well, then you go head-on man. Sounded in another post like you were feeling anxious about it ... mr_lebowski Nov 2019 #39

the true "gig" kozar Dec 2019 #41

You are not alone...my spelling sucks, and my punctuation is often worse. Stuart G Dec 2019 #43