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Tickle

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14. It hasn't even been 100 days--and already the fear is palpable.
Wed Apr 2, 2025, 01:34 PM
Apr 2025

I work in addiction recovery, and recently I sat with a client whose emotional state was difficult to ignore. At first, I considered whether she might need a crisis intervention, but as I listened, I realized what she needed most was space to be heard. So I let her speak—angrily, urgently, and with trembling hands.

She’s a young African American woman originally from Alabama, though how she ended up here remains unclear. Her words came fast and heavy. She told me, with certainty and dread, that after April 20th, 2025, she would be enslaved again. That white police officers in Alabama were going to imprison her children. That Russia, China, and Iran were planning to overtake America—and that she had seen preparations while serving overseas. Seven ships, she said, were being readied in Africa, destined to come to America to "save the Black."

To an outside observer, these claims may sound delusional. But what struck me most was not the content of her beliefs—it was the raw emotion behind them. Her voice rose, shaking with a mixture of anger, desperation, and unrelenting fear. She wasn’t just talking. She was sounding an alarm only she could hear clearly. She had story after story, all strung together by deep, lived anxiety.

And as I sat there listening, I realized: I wasn’t afraid of her—I was afraid of the world she was describing. I was afraid of tomorrow.

I’m writing this not to dramatize or devalue her experience, but to reflect on the collective distress many people are carrying. Fear, whether grounded in fact or shaped by trauma, is real. It's loud. It moves through the body. And in some communities, it's become generational—etched into memory like code into DNA.

It hasn't even been 100 days. And already, the cracks are showing.

Imagine four years

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America as we knew it is dead. We have become what we used to stand against. Wingus Dingus Apr 2025 #1
From now on... 2naSalit Apr 2025 #2
I was going to say "That'll get you killed" and then I remember that the Jan 6th "patriots" used it. erronis Apr 2025 #12
K&R Solly Mack Apr 2025 #3
There's a photo I've seen hundreds of times in my life, must have been in all my childhood textbooks... Hekate Apr 2025 #4
It is here. republianmushroom Apr 2025 #5
Gessen knows. TommyT139 Apr 2025 #6
I can scarcely imagine someone with more targets aimed at them--beyond Putin and Trump's MAGATs... hlthe2b Apr 2025 #7
Gessen names the app that, imo, needs banning. ancianita Apr 2025 #8
This. And don't forget that Texas has bounties of $10K for pregnant women planning to leave the state Hekate Apr 2025 #18
Right? And "It's the apps." Another reason why apps that (in)directly result in human harm should be ancianita Apr 2025 #20
ICE. A federal agency... dchill Apr 2025 #9
I now carry my Passport Card, anywhere I go, for this reason. n/t aggiesal Apr 2025 #10
They did this during protests Figarosmom Apr 2025 #11
No doubt. rubbersole Apr 2025 #13
Of course what should have been done was to find him guilty and put away for good. erronis Apr 2025 #15
It hasn't even been 100 days--and already the fear is palpable. Tickle Apr 2025 #14
Thanks for that post. The raw feelings are out there, everywhere. erronis Apr 2025 #16
I hope Gessen is sharing all this with her fellow NY Times opinion writers. Paladin Apr 2025 #17
I've seen her on MSNBC many times, and she hasn't been shy about speaking her mind there Hekate Apr 2025 #19
I've never had a problem with Gessen. (nt) Paladin Apr 2025 #21
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