How are you doing yourself?

Watching naked and afraid. Slight left ear irritation I'm concerned about.

Thinking about dinner. Glad you got out.

Calling them Monday since they cashed the check. Need to know what's going on. They're probably sick of me but for this money I get to find out what's going on

It's cold and damp today so Madoc and Sian took turns keeping my lap warm. Spent time with the outdoor fur babies, too.

My niece and her hubby are coming over tomorrow. Not sure what they have planned.

Enjoy your relatives and the kittens

I'm 'aright.

Is this a safe space?

I am a caregiver, everyone is "sorry," but I am alone, dealing with more horrors every day. I have my own mental health issues, and I am responsible for everything. I'm losing my goddamn mind. I'm sick of people being sorry.

I hate being vulnerable, too.

Yes, it's very safe. I'm a safe person. Being a caretaker is stressful af. Is there a caregivers' group you can contact? I'm here if you need to talk.

ETA: Feeling vulnerable is a very hard feeling to exist under.

I appreciate your kindness.

Thinking of you

Just as much as I hate being powerless in some things due to circumstances

Other than that I’m kinda anxious feel a vague sense of dread .and these awful brain zaps!!

Also feel vague sense of dread a lot

I’m not the only one weirdly it gives me an odd comfort. Like what I am feeling isn’t totally just me.