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vercetti2021

(10,403 posts) Thu Jan 26, 2023, 11:21 PM Jan 2023

I'm so tired of trying to be silenced

Last edited Fri Jan 27, 2023, 01:34 PM - Edit history (1)

So much anti trans legislation coming out this year. No way I'm throwing in the towel. But jesus with us being less than 1% Of the population. You wonder if anyone is gonna have our backs? Or allow us to be tossed to the wolves and properly taken to camps or other places to dispose of us.

Maybe I'm just sad and thinking the worst for our community. But lately its stressing me out badly. I have to leave my home every day with a gun strapped to my hip because I always feel today is the last time I will see my momma or my dog. This isn't how I wanted to feel. I believed after coming out I'd be happier. I'm not I'm far from it. I can't be me because 30% of our population wants me dead and what's stopping one unhinged person to just shoot me dead?

More and more I'd rather find a home job and just never leave my home. Just remain inside and get all my stuff delivered and only leave to see my doctor.

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Sad it feels like nobody even cares...

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I'm so tired of trying to be silenced (Original Post) vercetti2021 Jan 2023 OP

Huillo X Coldplay - Different Is OK (Live in Mexico City) cbabe Jan 2023 #1

It has to get better. blm Jan 2023 #2

Idk about that vercetti2021 Jan 2023 #4

You are not alone unweird Jan 2023 #3

Those shitheads run states vercetti2021 Jan 2023 #5

For now... unweird Jan 2023 #6

Ok vercetti2021 Jan 2023 #7

No argument there unweird Jan 2023 #8

cbabe

(4,311 posts)

1. Huillo X Coldplay - Different Is OK (Live in Mexico City)

Reply to vercetti2021 (Original post)

Thu Jan 26, 2023, 11:35 PM

Jan 2023

So sad for you. There are bad people everywhere. Maybe find some friends online? Or move to place with like others?

Huillo X Coldplay - Different Is OK (Live in Mexico City)

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blm

(113,854 posts)

2. It has to get better.

Reply to vercetti2021 (Original post)

Thu Jan 26, 2023, 11:59 PM

Jan 2023

It will.

vercetti2021

(10,403 posts)

4. Idk about that

Reply to blm (Reply #2)

Fri Jan 27, 2023, 01:22 PM

Jan 2023

Most don't care. Lack of caring for those who are in a small minority and then you see people are passive due to those issues of using certain restrooms and school sports where it hits a certain level where any side can take the opportunity to agree that it shouldn't happen. Then you finally feel you have no one looking out for you

unweird

(3,001 posts)

3. You are not alone

Reply to vercetti2021 (Original post)

Thu Jan 26, 2023, 11:59 PM

Jan 2023

I got your back and I’m pretty sure I’m not alone. Hell, I’ve been alone before but I still got your back.

Hang tough, don’t let the shitheads get to you. At the end of the day they’re still shitheads and have to live in that shitty little world of theirs. Oh, they can make a lot of noise but more and more folks see them for the petty little shitheads they are.

vercetti2021

(10,403 posts)

5. Those shitheads run states

Reply to unweird (Reply #3)

Fri Jan 27, 2023, 01:23 PM

Jan 2023

Like mine. Where they can easily take away my care despite being an adult that is well past the age of 18 or 26.

unweird

(3,001 posts)

6. For now...

Reply to vercetti2021 (Reply #5)

Fri Jan 27, 2023, 10:09 PM

Jan 2023

But their stupid stunts aren’t sustainable long term. They willfully attack some of us while others cheer them on and all the while neglecting the general welfare of all. It’s not a successful long term strategy and bound to end badly.
Keep the faith and pass the Oreos.

vercetti2021

(10,403 posts)

7. Ok

Reply to unweird (Reply #6)

Fri Jan 27, 2023, 11:30 PM

Jan 2023

But Texas is just too fascist

unweird

(3,001 posts)

8. No argument there

Reply to vercetti2021 (Reply #7)

Sat Jan 28, 2023, 07:27 AM

Jan 2023

Worst place I ever lived was in Texas. 15 months in El Paso was more than enough for me.

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