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jfz9580m

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Tue Apr 7, 2026, 12:24 AM Tuesday

A Tribute to two scientists: Paul Ehrlich and Madhav Gadgil

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I am starting work in my field today after an extended break from work (which got worse around March 2025). I do not think I have worked seriously in my research area after mid-April 2025.

And this is a tribute to two male scientists who were both champions of civil rights and of the environment and respectively maligned or ignored. Anyone who poses a real threat to this machine of drivel.

Today when Cesar Chavez has been accused of rape and Noam Chomsky’s extensive association with Jeffrey Epstein and his comments about MeToo hysteria are out there, I would like to say that this society’s heroes and demons tell us a lot about who the growthist and anti-humanist machine allows to be respected. Which people are attacked for their “privilege” as more and more of us have to consider ghastly “transactions”.

I used to be afraid to openly admire Paul. There are few things worse imo than convincing embattled people that environmentalism or science are closed off to anyone unless it is through a specific pmc approved, liability conscious style of communication or a mobbing cult with odd mood shifts. That limits the mind and the imagination.

Paul was more of a humanist than most of his (sleazy and or stupid) detractors. They merely happen to be more popular no matter how often their shitty predictions fail because they have larger support groups or cults.

Today as women’s rights are embattled more and more I post a tribute to a much misunderstood scientist. I wish it was not posthumously.

Most of the so-called independent thinkers popular in these societies are content with rearranging deck chairs on the Titanic and shouting down everyone with an actually serious counterpoint, as crises escalate.

And women’s rights are ubiquitously seen as non-essential.

As a childfree Indian female scientist I am familiar now with parasitic, coercive control (none of it from my family, friends, doctors or colleagues) and with exploitation of different types. This hideous drivel is used to attack a woman’s right to earn a living and to safeguard her health without having to suck up to random men. And I reject lousy, carefully curated, bullshit-heavy systemic narratives. In memoriam Paul:

https://thebulletin.org/2026/03/understanding-the-fragility-of-our-planetary-home-the-legacy-of-paul-ehrlich/

Understanding the fragility of our planetary home: The legacy of Paul Ehrlich
By Michael E. Mann, Peter Gleick, John P. Holdren | Opinion | March 31, 2026


The death of famed biologist Paul Ehrlich on March 13 at 93 has occasioned a flurry of commentary in the press and on social media, some of it thoughtful, some of it scurrilous, and most of it insufficiently attentive to his remarkable contributions to science and to public awareness of the environmental threats faced by humanity.

If readers have only a cursory knowledge of Ehrlich’s work, it’s likely from his famous 1968 book, The Population Bomb, or from his subsequent popular books and media appearances. His stark assessments of the worsening prospects for humanity in the absence of limits on population size and total material consumption certainly garnered substantial public attention. But they were also rooted in his deep understanding of ecosystem processes, the indispensable services they render to human society, and the battering they were already receiving even in the 1960s from air and water pollution, pesticides, toxic wastes, and the accelerating destruction of natural habitats.

Ehrlich’s views were shared by most other leading experts in the field, but few were willing or able to present the science so publicly, so unfiltered, and so eloquently. We are quite sure that it was both the content—so inimical to the view that advances in science and technology will allow population, consumption, and economies to grow endlessly and without any limit—and Ehrlich’s fearless and colorful exposition that accounted for the intensity of the counterattacks…and apparently still does.


A society that disproportionately attacks people who highlight where this cannibalistic model of growth leads will inexorably end up attacking the state, attacking women’s rights, attacking civil rights, but dress it up in the type of stealth Cato propaganda popular with insufferable pills like Betsy Hartmann, Naomi Klein and Teen Vogue.

Critical thinking is not about finding safety in places that best case are honestly only “Not batshit crazy racist, sexist, pro apocalyptic”. That is most mainstream drivel. No wonder it is too toothless, insipid or laden with sophistry to successfully oppose even crazier bullshit.

A covert embrace of the status quo as long as it is more equitably tacky, sleazy and myopic is inconsistent and dishonest and angers most people who only vaguely know they have been screwed over. In 200 years of industrialisation, except more disease and perverted maladaptive “creativity” you cannot find anything more viable.

I do see cool stuff-including right here on Du and other rare things I engage with voluntarily. For it to survive you have to be brutal with the junk and I will be.

I am out of patience with drivel. It is insulting to almost everyone except outright morons and why are we as a society primarily catering to morons? Who can that serve? It is not a bit when you have thought all this forever and not wanted to say it to these douchebags.

We People are all the same. Which means all groups have potential to be decent or crazy. (I am not in any damn generic “we”..cults I call them all). That piece by Matt Cerami was awesome. The actual dynamics of your lunacy take different forms attuned to each specific, uniquely snowflake y form of self-serving crazy from left to right, south to north etc.

It requires constant thought and non mechanical thinking not a running autopilot calculation of how to not piss off the least reasonable people in any group who intimidate everyone else and garner (pseudo) elite (i.e. wealthy through brute force robber baronhood) or mob support. I thank Lucien Greaves especially. Yasha Levine and Chris Ketcham are very cool. But they are too kind. It needs some balance from people who are not impressed by those who never call out the blatantly disingenuous and bullying, as long as it is not one tribe’s bullies but the other’s.

It is not surprising that the politicians or media persons who successfully target their messages to milk this pile of confused impulses, emotions and lies for their personal ends are neither very nice nor particularly bright.
Both the environment and abortion rights etc are casualties when it is the egregiously loathesome Jacobin YIMBY type. Props to Nathan Robinson and Current Affairs for offering an alternative to the Jacobin.

And to DU always for enduring me. It is not bullshit. I..yeah..lol.

Madhav Gadgil is another scientist whose warnings were rejected over and over again with attacks using a parasitic and nonsensical narrative about growth and jobs shilled by the corrupt, communist state of Kerala with support from outright lunatics like P.C.George.

All these societies are uhhh “addicted” to stupidity and it was really annoying to have to listen to this soup of pap.

I live in India and am taking something to court that is a clear assault on women’s rights and ..That at least is clear. It started in Si Valley.
This is a problem with tech not India or the US or at least not anyone decent in either country of whom there are many along with the clueless and oblivious and outright shady.

I have to think carefully about how to write about the rest more precisely and uniquely specifically. Nothing worse than sounding like this totally anonymous unoriginal douchebag whose brain is a soup of multiple brands of drivel.

This is a democracy and I hope to eventually get the courts to support me and codify into law regulations that prevent this from ever happening again. I mostly work alone because I don’t have working class roots. I have white collar roots and don’t believe the nuclear family or only children etc are threats to anyone. I am very grateful to Yasha Levine for giving me the courage to attack some “leftist” dogmas. He is a really decent man Yasha.

I really couldn’t have survived without the kind of support that the pure intelligence of the actual humanist left (all the people I thanked in this last post for the nonce). You don’t know how much I needed you as I dully endured years of “help” that drove me damn near crazy.

The nuclear family, only children like me, loners etc are not the source of Thatcherite atomization, anymore than mobbing and forcing bulk processing and hyper scaling in multiple countries is somehow humanist let alone democratic.

When Madhav Gadgil’s warnings were ignored and floods devastated overdeveloped areas there were crickets followed by the usual panicky scrambling, theatre and other pointless goddamn drivel.

As my “beloved” (this is not a bright enough crowd for subtlety) “friends” in tech would put it, those floods were inevitable! Really forward thinking society this.

Hey you Apple creeps, I mean price gougers.
Think ahead. That’s what my feminine reasoning strategy is down to damn you all. Price gouger better than snoop. Assholes better than creeps. Anything better than creeps.!

And you go around claiming tech will save the world! Am I supposed to pretend you tech creeps have not engineered a coup against civil society with the dumbest damn people in every other field? Cut it out.

And no I won’t be in your goddamn hashtag Female Cult in Science!

Thanks to you have I been reduced to the creepiest damn calculations known to (wo)man such as Josh Hawley/Ajit Doval and Ragy Thomas/Palathingal somehow net canceling out, without Laura Loomer and Steve Bannon or that rogue’s gallery of tech creeps associated with Epstein or child porn presumably piling on.
Yeah real nice. Oh put a sock in it.

“I am a tech creep visionary though I have never had a bloody original idea in my foul life and I want to change the world!” Yes you do. However, not in any way that people who are not exhibitionists nor lobotomised could actually stand. Good god..

I couldn’t stand being a coyly delicate modest female rather than finally saying “Omfg you bloody brainless creeps -shill your pathetic videogame or whatever it is elsewhere. Fuck Portal.”
“But can’t a game or a tv show or a child’s innocence change the world???”
Yes. When coupled with a police case with teeth and a legal precedent stopping such parasitic and creepy trash. But that’s awkward to communicate to each new obviously insane set of people replacing the last set of crazies.

You can’t fool all the people all the time. Don’t you have any brains? This a lopsided model of reality where two daft fields (computer engineering and economics!!!!!) are the “brain” of the world controlling reality. It is no such thing. These are fields that are famously out of touch with reality.

There is nothing in this for me except apparently creepiness and harassment as a confusing service. Who would sign up for that except some crackpot committed to creep rights? This will baffle me as long as I live.

Who this was intended for except people who are inured to seeing real creeps as some sort unchanging feature of reality with only the most annoying types of counter forces.

That is why I like Steve Chu. I do think about the deterioration of a world where now my main reaction to scientists is relief at finding someone who is: 1) not a creep; 2) not stupid and 3) not a jerk.

Because you know what? It is pretty damn stupid to be that intelligent and endlessly invested in being a creep and a jerk.
Maybe Lawrence Summers just isn’t that bright.

I have already dealt with 14 years and 8 months of drivel and today I would like to go and start work seriously as a civilized woman. I have set a hard deadline by which to finish a paper I have been working on for 17 years damn you, while distracted by what you apparently consider “progress” and I consider a cult operated slumlord from hell driven creepy and futile nightmare.

I wanted to post a tribute to Gadgil but all I found were various fraudulent and gushing drivel fests, each disgracefully shilling a new bullshitty thing while taking attention away from the topic at hand about how his work was ignored and diluted. I scornfully tossed aside this late to the party gushing after someone is already dead with bs missing the point. There was nothing sentimental about Dr. Gadgil for all his deep humanism.

In memoriam Dr. Gadgil. I cannot find the piece that struck me about how P.C.George threatened to break the legs of regulators and scientists etc. It fits the disgraceful behavior I have seen targeting my house and street for 5 years as I mourned my mom as this utterly contemptible and bottomless greed and avarice ramped up.

All I could find is more of the same grating and bloodless language that I have disliked all my life and which is why there is little meaningful environmentalism in India. Myopic fluff. Is it any surprise that malice can defeat that easily.
It is why I responded to the left I responded to.

It is the same homogenised and stale pap with a humanist sheen which essentially assumes stupidity in the reader and stasis (hat tip to Evgenia Kovda) as permanent.

I work all the time in cooperation with people who do not speak English. Can you just say condescending? So much of what passes for “left”. Or scary mob crap shamelessly purveyed as the common man’s anger but targeting some female scientist who won’t back down, but never Ambani or other creeps. Craven assholes.

Without examining why the left fails it is hard to see a future. Abrasiveness is not needed to avoid patronising (and exploitative if we are honest) homogeneity and deceit that fools no one, least of all those most impacted.

I am not running for office. I will never have an income from anything but my field. Why would I douchily usher in bs about how I would rather destroy all my resources forever and ever than say, okay this needs to stop. I am not mean spirited, but with all my faults I have never been stupid or insane. I can’t stand those people.
That’s a personal ..that is where the limits of free will lie.

I will file some complaints, but I am not unreasonable or crazy. But don’t be completely opposed to any form of society that isn’t a nuisance and a strain to women like me.

I am not an asshole. That doesn’t mean I am gullible or stupid. I just have difficulty estimating the precise level of crazy and daft I am dealing with.

It is contemptuous. English has helped most Indians. The colonization that needs to be kicked out is parasitic growthism and the demonization of marijuana. That’s the colonial legacy that Ambani is carrying on with his gold toilets and shameful weddings.

There is nothing humanist in an embrace of stupidity with more “popular” froth. Or blandly vacuous douchiness.

Andy Nikiforuk who is still alive knows that and I would like to thank him for drawing the left’s attention to stupidity, which is different from a dimwitted focus on IQ a la that silly ass Murray and those daft creeps at Edge Magazine, in the IDW and other fraudulent frauds.

I have suffered 😪and felt tortured 😱 by among other things the necessity to repress the caustic stream of consciousness inside my head to adjust to the presumed reasoning style employed by people responsible way more than me for this society. I have coped with dark humor as recommended by Ruth Cain.

I don’t want to change the world or lead a revolution, but I promise I will kick you out of my own life and home and street. I liked Lina Khan that way.

And again and again and again I am grateful to Chris Ketcham, Ed Zitron, Yasha Levine, Nathan Robinson, Matt Stoller, Lucien Greaves, Chauncey DeVega, Troy Farah, Dave Allsopp/elad/hatrack/DU etc for not having allowed me to turn into an outright misanthrope rather than the Carlin type I was (hat-tip to Matt Cerami).

Yes they are mostly white men. That is their main attribute! I am nonwhite and female. It somehow cancels out!

Look how you think. Is being white and male the dominant feature of all those I listed? Or is it that being white and male and caustic is less dangerous? As much as I respect Briahna Joy Gray and find her cool, I didn’t want to be kicked out even by Bernie or science. But the trash that is shilled by Google shrinks etc as mental healthcare proved to be too..bullshitty.

And I tried 😪and tried 😭to be some sort of ghastly female (yeah I am a real martyr) whose actions and thoughts were a mystery and it was not just hard. It was beyond pointless. And above all impossible to do while trying to seem like anything but an insane woman or a hostage. I reject the former as an outright lie and the latter as fixable solo with a little help from my friends.

Evgenia Kovda, Nandita Bajaj, Marina Bolotnikova and Lyta Gold are cool though.

The people whose voices are in my head most lately are my best friend and my main mentor. My other best friend is my ex husband. I love him and consider him family. but he.. he fits in more than I do. Or seems to pull off seeming to fit in more. He is white and male.
No he is still in there as well. These are three people who will always be in my head. Along with another male scientist who made a deep impression. Mainly for not being stupid.

But my best friend is Indian and Green and has politics closest to mine on science and reality. And my main mentor focuses almost solely on science at least inside my head.
My ex husband and this other male scientist are white and male and in your best case very confusing society and I am in India dealing with our own indigenous creeps not the American creep brand. So yeah. The creep processing is more culturally confusing that way. My local vegan lady friend can help me with that. She helped me at a time when my confidence was rock bottom.

You are all crazy! Look at what you have become! No one can talk to any of you!
But whoever doxxed me in the last 5 years is toast.

A spoonful of honest sugar and all…
(Sighs)
The well-intentioned stuff was frequently worse torture than the outright malicious. Since you feel bad about labelling well-intentioned things torture. I tried so hard to be polite, but it ended up being insulting. Who could fail to see the parasitism and sexual harassment innate in these Panopticons and the dubious growth industries they lead to?

I have to go work. Cut it out. This isn’t an empty space damn you. I am right here. And not a bot. JD Vance isn’t alone in understanding why Catladies are best stuffed into loony bins run by nice people like the Blackstone Inc creeps professionals with an awesome rubber-stamp. My medical marijuana company and the small pharmacy from which I buy modafinil have helped me stay sane despite a moronic narcotics war spawning worthless junk shilled as prison reform or mental healthcare by robber barons.

Hell is other people. Though the guy who wrote that was a pervert too apparently.

This was not torture for me the way it would be for a pervert enabler, a charlatan or fraud.

But it was torture the way it is for a scientist who cannot agree with drivel. And kept trying to not say all that.

It is so misguided that if you don’t have anything to hide in the lowest common denominator sense that this isn’t torture. Look at the world we live in. It must be stuff you guys all support right? That’s what makes it torture.

Constantly having to agree with people and I already lost 15 years and my mom.

Paranoia?? No way. Come right in.. No really..try it now.
( 🙄 )

But it is not a joke conflict. At least let it be an honest one. Can Clayton Dalton, Adam Becker, Prof LeCun, Ryan Williams, Hemant Kappana (mostly white men! Maybe they are less stressed while inside the system and do I need more stressed people to add to my own stress? Actually Kappana got kicked out. See a pattern? One that isn’t mind boggling stupid nor a disgraceful three-body alien strategy) can translate from irate female (who really doesn’t file false allegations or start witch-hunts!!! MeToo hysteria!!!!) to self-absorbed, solipsistic, narcissistic douchebag unconnected with this?

We are all different. Getting rid of the solitary female is not necessarily going to help. An unbiased lens that honestly sees you all as crazy has its pluses. Tribal warlords and cults is not a dynamic I can work with. Modernity is only a problem when across the board a specific subset insists on only the most diseased forms of tech use, collectivism and individualism surviving.

It is not any isolated concept: anti-racism, anti-sexism, anti-classism, anti trust, anti war.. though pro environment except in narrow myopic ways is universally unpopular. They all work together to make a society livable which this one is not.

I shall check back at night (for me). I am in India. I won’t. I am going offline to bat this damn paper out.

Get on fixing society you all 😤..driving me crazy year after year. Idiots..

Or at least go and annoy just about anyone else. Ezra Klein/Tyler Cowen/Balaji Srinavasan/ Jessica Krause/Candace Owens/Nikki Haley: Go dox those assholes. All sides agreement now! I might have a knack for these culturally unbiased eclectic mixes.
The way you all think.. dear god..

It is not Wodehouse btw. It is Galileo that would fit this nightmarish ubiquitous imposition/inquisition.
Silent recs are cool. As the future looks complicated but not as hellish.
I envy people who think as long as it’s not bots it’s cool.
See you in a year. A world without deadlines is junk entertainment.
If these creeps use my street or home again this continuously objectionably, that is not good.
My brain has become okay. Mostly time and finally completely rejecting at least what I intuited to be this society’s uniformly terrible and predatory ideas.
And stupid. Have a nice year.
Thank you for hosting me Dave. Not many do.
I will always be a DUer much as I will always be a (mediocre) scientist (the sane kind though).

The barks are aimed at all the other riff raff. Not DU.

Now to those of you out there (the community of creeps etc). I have tried to indicate this over and over again-sometimes angrily, sometimes upset etc.
Now I am telling you dispassionately. Don’t keep trying to get away with stuff.
I don’t actually see my job or life as a joke or something to inelegantly stuff into some foul and disgraceful spectacle.
I was never lying when I was or am sympathetic. But not to morons ever.

Bye for now. Tech will change the world my ass..
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One final note. This was for me an endless hostage situation where I went for what I thought was a normal academic science job and what turned out to basically be a hostage situation in that I was in a place filled with a type of stealthy religious conservatism and free market nonsense.
And some fairly blah routine scientists. And one or two whom I respected and consider torture victims themselves, but the strong silent type. I am not. I am shrill. Atrios would support it! He was an original curmudgeon.

But these ffrf guys are cool. With rare exceptions like Adam Becker, in general the scientists or doctors I trust and respect most don’t typically have an online presence.

It is probably based on an intuition about how humans think and how hard changing people’s minds online is making it a futile exercise a lot.
Not always. I have found DU very helpful. But most of the web is..

Most scientists I respect and trust incorporate their decency into other facets of their existence.

My main mentor’s mentor was another scientist who is very popular (he may not know it) with students and postdocs. Decency usually makes you popular. Most of my main mentor’s nw, hell a lot of academic science outside Harvard, MIT, Stanford etc is like that.

Scientists like those don’t really talk much. But one still knows how they think.

In self defense I have had to be online because of this nightmarish state that doesn’t seem to get it.

I really was not expecting this in academic science, where my experiences have generally been very positive (the difficulty of the work aside). I used to think they were decent, but after this hell they seem exceptional. But that isn’t quite true.

This was Si Valley and a specific type of science world that is awful and creepy. They are not necessarily more elite than my pis. But they are crazier and it explains why Epstein had so many creepy scientists on board.

The people and scientists I personally met even there were mostly just annoying. But I try to bail before one ever gets near the creep type. It is why I post on DU and not an unmoderated hell.
But that didn’t happen and now I am finally doing okay re recovery, but have to file complaints.

My sardonic take today is that the idea is that if you don’t have tendencies towards misconduct, racism, sexism or sexual harassment and are up to spec skills/talent and knowledge wise in your field (this last I was not. I was and remain mediocre..which I have made peace with after seeing all this) you should go and be “open” or oddly cryptic.
These are terrible, terrible options. And stink of religious conservative takes on clean open science (🤭..crazies I tell you) versus free market privacy. Of the two the latter is better. But that should really be a function of an actually democratic state.
There is nothing democratic or enlightened about any of this. It is so lame.

I have to finish this paper and I am not thinking beyond. I don’t really have any fixed views about the future beyond “not adjusting to a bloody torture filled hellscape”.

At some point I will have to have a little chat with my last mentor and it is just craven to shove a bunch of buggy tech between yourself and an irate former postdoc. He did have some free market and religious biases I guess. He was not a bad guy and he is elite. And he is not a creep himself, unlike the stalkerish harasser who just drove his bike down my street (6:40 am). If he is a part of the whole that is what he and the entire crew, however disparate, are. The people in the state or private sector here who continue to fail to get this and bystanders too corrupt or spineless to do anything do not deserve any concessions.

Here in India I am filing misconduct, malpractice, stalking and harassment charges against all the humans who used my street/home and any data scientists, psychologists, psychiatrists and tech cos that were involved. These guys are misogynists and creeps and very complacent at the moment. But they are wrong and there will be hell to pay for all this because though this entire crew takes women’s rights as a joke, I don’t.

This is not where to peg being “cool/tolerant” or “exploratory” at and I even try to be laidback. This is not how and I won’t be changing my mind as this is malicious harassment and I am going to the police and reporting all the people involved between Dec 2012 and the present and going forward in India.

It is not that hard to treat this space as one to close off as so much malicious misconduct has already occurred. But they won’t and nor will their accessories in other countries and these guys can face the penalties they all deserve. They can entrap themselves further. But it keeps getting worse. For them.

I am never rude or demeaning to anyone since this theatrical form of online life is not mine. But that also means that I am not confused about what is truly unacceptable in any democracy when you are not this backward and regressive. And normalizing a slide into this truly shameful barbaric trash with confused politics and general brainlessness is conscienceless.

Accessories who can see but don’t meet the basic responsibilities of access should also be charged.

These guys are stalkers and misogynists and fuck anyone who justified this as they are the types who enable Epstein.

This is not that hard.

A girl who works for my aunt’s caregiver quit physiotherapy and moved back in with her parents due to male harassment. That is the real effect these parasitic creeps have on women’s livelihoods.
To allow and encourage this shit is corrupt and misogynistic and I am not confused.

Permissiveness towards creeps, stalkers, snoops, hyperlibertarians tech parasites and the sleazy policing of women like me is why I reject as worthless any tech or anything starting from at least Sept 5, 2011 onwards.

These guys don’t get it and without a police case sending a few of these local guys to prison they never will. They will blame machines and exploit plausible deniability or risibly try to attack me again. That won’t work. I have seen enough to know that I have more than enough now to press charges and file complaints and get them to stick.

And I will.

On a more positive note, I saw this the other day and these guys are cool and they are even handed. They address the shittiness of anti-Muslim bigotry while still making a case for separation of church and state. I am going offline but I wanted to add that this crucial piece helped at this time as I had really had to scramble inside my head. I have always had a very stable identity but offhand I could not remember where it was stored. Don’t ask..it was brain scrambling. I have been an atheist since I was a child. I don’t even think about it much as growing up non religious I never had to fight it so much as choose what made obvious sense. I had not realized how deep this religious stuff goes in American society. It was a real shock to see it so stealthily prevalent in elite academic institutions with a free market thing as the sole “balance”:

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I try to be even-handed and that is useful in conflict when people seem to have no real worldview beyond transactionalism (and convenience if you are pennywise and pound foolish).

This is a better fit for criminal liability than civil and will spare me annoyance of explaining to morons that making money through lawsuits is not my style.

Teach a man to fish vs give a man fish.

It is more important that I actually be able to work and safeguard my health without maliciously parasitic and corrupt trash getting a free pass than to enrich myself due to corrupt entities.

I am very grateful to all the people I thanked for helping me think in this dark time (Sam Miller Macdonald, Alex Skopic, various Salon Mag writers..I knew I had forgotten someone.. and now Chris Line and Patrick Elliot).
Machines are mostly trash and these creeps were a nightmare but I really owe decent people.

Really all I want from other humans is sanity and that is why I like the various people I listed.

I detest Google overall, but I don’t dislike Prof Hennessy. If these Darwin Award candidates are a lot of the people you typically see you may end up having a warped worldview.

These guys here are a lost cause. And it is not my delivery boys etc. They should not be stressed by the malfeasance of the corporations who tried to build this and corrupt misogynistic state officials and ceos and hospital/school admins here.
Sidewalks Lab was smart (!) to try to get permission in Toronto. Doing this without permission and ignoring what human women understand easily about negligence, corruption and harassment ends up with police cases being filed as I will be doing. Yes even as an mj user who DIYs her mental health 🙀.

But that doesn’t have to be everyone and hopefully a police case with teeth against this entire crew of creeps will send a message to future generations. I tried to be nice.
Alas, it was not to be.

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I am going to the police the day I can and filing harassment, misconduct, malpractice etc allegations.
Yes I DIY my mental health with medical marijuana and modafinil from a small pharmacy known to my family.

But this was a parasitic waste of my life. I am not a gamer or stand up comic etc.

I don’t have very fascistic instincts not because I am filled with love etc. But you have to be a tiresome, strenuous sort of person to go around chasing some creeps and trying to bring them to justice (ffs these societies are a damn joke) like some Charles Bronson type.
And that sounded like a lot of very boring and pointless work.

But there are lies in a lot of what passes for both left and right. It is simply not true that all this boosts productivity or makes work more honest or better. It does make it more painful and yeah.
On the flip side there is nothing left about any of this. And had the parts of the left I consider left (DU or Yasha, Ketcham, Robinson etc seen this), I can guarantee that the only discomfort you would feel is because you live in the US and don’t understand.

I lost my mom to this vile greed and avarice and it is a rape of the psyche snd one’s home and life daily. This type of growthism is a disease.
This is not an abstract debate. I need to work on my field in spite of the lack of prospects and everything rather than keep doing the dreariest math in the world which is staring at a collection of douchey creeps and wondering how they may all somehow cancel out and go and annoy just about anyone else.

I can never lose my sense of humor entirely. God does one need it. But I laugh that I may not weep.
I think this is called “finding one’s voice” and I see stupid people. Stupid people who have no actual interest in anything but..
Yeah I genuinely do not consider DU the typical contemporary internet as it is ownership is not a Zuckerberg and it is moderated.

EarlG’s job or those of most of the people I follow makes me appreciate how much easier science is. Basic research that is.
Not handling humans. That is hard and thankless work as far as I can tell.

I hope any local Hemant Kappana analogous techies mired with the rest of these creeps manage to bring them to justice.

There is a distinction between a creepy bogus elite fraud (e.g. V.S.Ramachandran) or charlatan and a human who needs grace. This is mostly the former two types. These are some of the most unsympathetic people anywhere.

Everything is finite and making more room for these absolute douchebags/creeps comes at the cost of sacrificing much nicer people, like my mom. And that has angered me more than I can allow myself to feel.

This is not the US. I could weather this because I am at least middleclass.

But this pap is dressed up as left or right as is needed by creepy people shilling worthless crap without accountability and hoping to blame some clunkware. And there are humans who know perfectly well what they are doing and did all along.

This is not cute. This is a country with a lot of very real violence against women. Too much of the glosses over physical reality. Very few women here except the utterly disgraceful women in this would fail to get why this is creepy in context.

This is too much of a situation where people can bend and twist things to fit their bs. And it is fatiguing and daft.
A lot of the time I object it is that something will..not..work.
I never said that I am an awesome scientist with amazingly healthy habits etc. But a solution should not be worse than the problem it claims to fix and where it is blatantly about some cheap and sleazy data miners going “Oh hey here are all the volunteers! They want to do this or they are crazy!”
This defies belief and no actual human who is not a total sleazebag would buy this.

The worst torture of all is trying to fathom what must be the logic if any. I have never done this in my defense. My thought process is more alogn the lines of well.. “well yeah I do like to get wasted. This sucks. We all have our vices and those creeps are even worse.”
I mean I am not expecting to win any medals for that. But it isn’t this delusional.

I tried to ignore the constant bullshit in this and try to keep it so that I pay for my vices but not yours and I tried to ignore this because it is angering to see people who have no self awareness and no clue about how far you can push things and hope that ..Yeah.

The reason I take a shine to specific lefties whether it is EarlG or most scientists and doctors or Yasha, Ketcham, Zitron, Robinson but never Vox or Jacobin, is that in addition to humanism and decency there is also common sense.
I avoid the right (except honest conservatives irl) or EA etc because it does not even seem like good conservativism/philosophy which would be more like Nicholas Carr.

I don’t understand the math, art, science or logic here. And what I see in all the lefties and honest people one sees (poor or well off) is eventual distrust and that is as it should be.

Whatever it is this is bs. Today I saw something on Marina Bolotnikova’s site about “anti growthist disease”, this noxious Yimby trash and yesterday a turd called Brian Keegan blaming Paul Ehrlich for Trump’s immigration policies. These people (the yimby not Bolotnikova) are full of shit and they should be avoided and that seems to be the type of person this is full of.

This has no future. It is cannibalistic and parasitic and I am going to the police the day I can and reporting the whole thing here in India in this state as a crime. And my medical mj co, doctors etc will be fine as will I.
I don’t buy this bs.

I had a strong core of common sense which is why I am exiting this wary and more cynical though not generally. With many of you I have only the kind of affectionate mockery that comes from having done some of those things and learnt the hard and awful way.
Maybe I am not more cynical. Hell I may even be less so.

But I already did this. Stumbling around inside this while seeing the confusion and chaos the worst people out there exploit and good luck!

It will be rough. But I am doing well and going to the real authorities the day I can. I consider people like Lina Khan or even Brian Driscoll authorities though not authoritarian.
Who is supposed to send Sam something..That EA guy etc to prison so he doesn’t rob retirees blind?

I like the local police and the cyberpolice as a rule. This is not a place that is that safe for women and what I have seen is not art or science. It is blatant disregard for humans who are not total sleazebags.

And I will go offline because as another DUer pointed out about swampy soups of mixed rants, it is not that it is unsafe (there is stuff that is unsafe, but that is coming from elsewhere). But it is confusing. Because there is nothing more confusing about the world we are in right now than wanting info after you get just enough info to unsettle you, but not finding anything personally useful.

And now I see lots of people with both more and less info fumbling and yeah.
It is time. I am going offline to work and I am filing complaints the day I can and I wish you all luck out there.

What I can do I will. But I have to finish a paper and do things a specific way because I really don’t feel very healthy when I don’t work in my field. And when I do, one feels reluctant to do anything but donate and vote. But I am over that.

But as malicious as this was (entirely) the one piece of learning I gained is that sometimes you have to do more than vote and donate silently and that is why I admired Lina Khan so much.

I will go about it more minimalistically going fwd. Less sound and fury signifying nothing.

But I did want to comment so it is clear I am not a jerk as society needs fewer defenses of jerks not more. But you do see after a while that these guys really are a menace and a nuisance and I would like to spare other people the misery of finding out first hand.
I am pretty laidback. I sort of tried to bluster and hope these mindnumbingly stupid creeps would show some signs of sanity beyond pretending it is all a misunderstanding or tech.

I shall end reposting Alison Taylor’s piece again. I really recommend it as Ai and all this trash have accelerated the dynamics she outlined. That is making life worse for every honest human out there while shitting on women’s rights extra hard. It has to be especially lousy for the worse off women.
There is no way this is not be a huge fuck you to women far worse off than me to and just so these creepy “boys can be boys”.

I do believe and support women. But I never cared for this sort of shit or that Taylor person or that Beyonce person. I have no patience with this garbage:

https://www.salon.com/2025/11/06/alls-fair-and-the-problem-with-kim-kardashian/

“All’s Fair” and the problem with Kim Kardashian
Ryan Murphy's latest muse can't act, but her high influence in our misinformation age is what's truly depressing
By MELANIE MCFARLAND


https://time.com/6190225/feminist-industrial-complex-roe-v-wade/

The Failure of the Feminist Industrial Complex
Charlotte Alter


This bullshit is too toothless and lame to take on the serious creepiness and misogyny of these corrupt, creepy, brainless and sexist douchebags running the show along with their tacky enablers.

I take women’s rights seriously. These guys grate on me as all intensely stupid and regressive people do.

I often the language that has unfortunately become associated with a type of insipid left of center. It is ironically also very much for the most parasitic and sleazily growthist parts of this corrupt and spectacularly broken status quo.

There is no need for jargon where it seems to accomplish no purpose and confuses an already confused populace further - hey we have all been there.

The actual voice inside my head tends to be a bit gruff. I am annoyed enough with myself for having navigated this drivel this ineptly. That is why I am never bullshitting when I thank the left. Because the left is too important to confuse with pmc class jargon that uses 10 words where one would suffice.

Even in science the best scientists explain things in ways that are comprehensible to the layman. And still you cannot always easily explain complex mathematical equations (actual math not creep math).

So this sentimental yet sleazy drivel annoys me as I don’t think it is conservative to communicate in plain english.

So much of it reminds me of this:

https://www.theguardian.com/news/2017/nov/23/from-inboxing-to-thought-showers-how-business-bullshit-took-over

From inboxing to thought showers: how business bullshit took over
This article is more than 8 years old
Photograph: Guardian Design Team
Vacuous management-speak is easily laughed off – but is there a real cost to talking rubbish? By André Spicer


I am pleased when the explicitly humanist left (Nikiforuk, Greaves etc.) do dissect dreck.
Without contempt for flawed humanity, but not giving a pass to endless drivel either. The psychiatric bs and this bs on my street are malicious.

But to be hobbled further if someone saw my profanity laden rants..

In my defense even under stress I have never said anything racist or phobic. But I have accused various institutions (probably inaccurately, strictly speaking) of trading sexual favors for lucre and used expletives associated with reproductive organs (both male and female) and I won’t anymore as that attracts the wrong crowd either way.

But I did feel genuinely bad for many of the Epstein girls, especially the anonymous tomboy.

And that is why I am filing sexual harassment and other allegations as endemic to the whole.
I am sure anyone honest will be fine and I don’t really want to promote something that is a backdoor violation of the fourth amendment in any sane way. Nor enable this trash I see here.

It reminds me of this and pretty much nothing else:

What do Corrupt Firms Have in Common? Red Flags of Corruption in Organizational Culture
Authors
Alison Taylor, Business for Social Responsibility (BSR)



A growth fetish without any real products or services or science and only creepiness and harassment. This is the behavior of superfit cancer cells.

https://breastcancernow.org/about-us/research-news/new-research-reveals-how-cancer-cells-pretend-to-be-super-fit-to-survive-and-spread

In this study, Pascal and his team discovered that differing levels of a molecule called glutamate regulates competition between cells. They found that cells that release less glutamate are marked as ‘losers’ when surrounded by healthy cells.

The researchers also discovered that certain cancer cells can pretend to be super-fit 'winner cells' by increasing their glutamate production.

When surrounded by these competitive cancer cells, healthy cells appear less fit and start to donate their nutrients to the cancer cells. As a result, healthy cells die, while cancer cells can then continue to grow and spread.


That reality show stars do better than doctors and scientists in the hard sciences in this society is telling. And a tonne of social engineering and lie detectors/emotion manipulation flies as basic research in biology, medicine stalls or is handed over to Zuckerberg’s moll to administer rather than Dr. Collins. It tells you all you need to know.

In my case, I am happy to use my own resourceuse to complete my own work. But not while tolerating this worthless and endless trash.

I am going to the police the day I can as an open marijuana user who DIYs it with a modafinil supplement sans a prescription. But I am not enabling this garbage.

Thanks to all in the DU community. You have truly helped me. And I will be back post paper and this drivel.

And thanks especially to my friend Rhiannon1866. What is awesome about DU is that it is a safe community.

It has always been confusing irl in this locally as except the people one meets, who are usually cool, it is hard to tell. But going by how it has gone, I would be shocked if it wasn’t mostly the Ragy Thomas/Palathingal/Shalab Kumar/V.S.Ramachandran/M J Akbar/Kanury Rao type bts. They make up a small segment of society overall but they are disproportionately represented inside opaque creep fests without much serious oversight.

The end
I will weigh in when I have unflattering input with a point I back. I have come out of a hostage situation and am pushing back.
Taking me hostage and making me sound like a complete fucking idiot for 14 motherfucking years and bloody months. Unfuckingbelievable.

Hey Prof Hennessy, I don’t blame you for being a humanist misanthrope (autocorrect suggests misandrist..which seems as usual pegged for permanent direness like your usual). I like to live far from stupidity and the direness it brings which is why your nightmarish math..Couldn’t you build processors or something at I don’t know Susquehanna or something? Change the world! Real bright idea that professor..it is okay. Your “secret” is safe with me. I hate people too. I just can’t afford to do it that clunkily. One has to live with some of these brainless idiots who can just about be tolerated signalling mutually assured destruction if the behaviours and strategies of those whom I will be reporting to the police or filing allegations of misconduct and malpractice against, are repeated.
I don’t even know who they are but some day I will. Not that easy to destroy information. It lives on in some form without tacky cottage industries of drivel.
These parasites local to me in India have yet to give up on nudge theory and I was not formally engaged in entrapment of the corrupt, undemocratic and misogynistic, but it is a role that fits.

Oh btw I am not a cat. I am shrill!!! It is not a bit and it is well deserved.
Sorry about the emails I sent. I thought stupidity was in fashion. But then I recollected that I am not fashionable. I have to go work on some research without oversight. I will never retract a goddamn piece of work or action etc.

I am apologetic to my main mentor, best friend, ex husband, posthumously my mom and my dad and maybe one other male scientist.
For the rest it is a wash even best case. Gratitude for not being stupid and nails on chalkboard is another matter.

I don’t exist to win popularity contests in Idiocracies. It is okay Prof Hennessy. At least you are not stupid. And you and I both know that in some ways that that is a more meaningful tribute than many you get from all the douchey sycophants you attract with your trashy Alphabet. I am the type that goes to the police professor. That is not good nor bad, but essential.

Don’t work with women who sellout women’s rights you brainless bloody clunkers. No one close to me would. The risks you take are on worthless things. Cult or mob??!!!!!
Pathetic options..
Don’t attack me.

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